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Thursday, February 04, 2010
, 4:30:00 AM
⇨birthday surprise~
i stayed awake for up to 48 hours. haha. absurd. just to finish that bloody essay. jasmine why can't you just learn your lesson and move on. why must you repeat the wrong stuffs over and over again? do you want to drive yourself crazy/mad/dead? hmmm.
and its been so long since i've closed my eyes. sleep escape me. no idea why. thinking of darling, trekking/sleeping/on alert in the jungle/forest of tekong... why must army always take our love ones away. damn. feeling emo. guess its due to the lack of sleep.
anyways, i just went fairprice at 3am in the morning, to get some ingredients (: making a cake for my mum. okay, i know its such an ungodly hour to do such things. but after the measuring here, mixing there, microwaving and tada, finally its in the 'steamer'. hopefully the cake succeed. else i'll have no surprise nor present for mummy ): its not exactly a steamer, its like hmmm some huge thing that can bake chicken? HAHA. omg! i heard the "TING!" sound! means the cake is ready. hahaah. think i'll just leave it there, later must wake up at 6am, to surprise my mummy, better get an hr rest. ahaha.
days without baby greeting me morning, telling me to sleep well at night. is a living hell. is this the kind of feeling that makes people feel/know that the guy is the one you wanna live with for the rest of your life. cos without him, you just live your life in a blur. trying to speed up the days, getting through your life meaninglessly just wanting it to pass by quick enough that it'll be sat, when i'll get to see baby again. to hear his sweet voice. telling me, hello (:
okay. time to check on the cake and yeapppp. i've finished the bloody essay but but but, there's another one to go. and test in a few weeks time. damn. and i pon school today cos student service is closed alrdy, no point going down when all i want is to hand in my paper. anddd i missed 3 chapters of marketing management. -.- that lecturer is a helluva timebomb. i never go teach so much, i attend the lesson only 1 chapt a day. hmmm. life's unfair, so why not try dying.
haha. im sounding damn emo. hahah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI MEI MEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ~~
and its been so long since i've closed my eyes. sleep escape me. no idea why. thinking of darling, trekking/sleeping/on alert in the jungle/forest of tekong... why must army always take our love ones away. damn. feeling emo. guess its due to the lack of sleep.
anyways, i just went fairprice at 3am in the morning, to get some ingredients (: making a cake for my mum. okay, i know its such an ungodly hour to do such things. but after the measuring here, mixing there, microwaving and tada, finally its in the 'steamer'. hopefully the cake succeed. else i'll have no surprise nor present for mummy ): its not exactly a steamer, its like hmmm some huge thing that can bake chicken? HAHA. omg! i heard the "TING!" sound! means the cake is ready. hahaah. think i'll just leave it there, later must wake up at 6am, to surprise my mummy, better get an hr rest. ahaha.
days without baby greeting me morning, telling me to sleep well at night. is a living hell. is this the kind of feeling that makes people feel/know that the guy is the one you wanna live with for the rest of your life. cos without him, you just live your life in a blur. trying to speed up the days, getting through your life meaninglessly just wanting it to pass by quick enough that it'll be sat, when i'll get to see baby again. to hear his sweet voice. telling me, hello (:
okay. time to check on the cake and yeapppp. i've finished the bloody essay but but but, there's another one to go. and test in a few weeks time. damn. and i pon school today cos student service is closed alrdy, no point going down when all i want is to hand in my paper. anddd i missed 3 chapters of marketing management. -.- that lecturer is a helluva timebomb. i never go teach so much, i attend the lesson only 1 chapt a day. hmmm. life's unfair, so why not try dying.
haha. im sounding damn emo. hahah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI MEI MEI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ~~