Sunday, May 16, 2010 , 11:56:00 PM

⇨felt, feel, heart

its time i should blogged more i guess (:

i've been clubbing too often. to pursue that lost feeling.
the feeling of happiness. but don't know why its just lost to me.
its like i really believed that drinking makes me really happy and high but not gone. i'm so complicated that i don't know what really am i looking for.

i know i've always been inferior, its getting worse now, so jasmine, please be contented. life's should be good, am i adding more sparks to my life or are those just bullshitz? it's okay really. thats when we will all learn, don't you agree?

Saturday, May 01, 2010 , 4:20:00 AM

⇨newww start! =)

new skin; new start.

do away with the old. i love you baby.

6 more days. muacks!

, 3:49:00 AM

⇨destroyer

Its like i'm slowly trying hard not to think. of those moments which were wrong. yes, so wrong. i don't wanna brand myself as smth bad. i just gotta forget and forgive and carry on with my freaking life. life will be good. once boyfriend is back. days without him is totally horrible. i'm just destroying myself ttm.

Damn.

Friday, April 30, 2010 , 4:28:00 AM

⇨club slut

Life's getting all the ups and downs. More than i can ever bear. More that i ever wanna think about it. Unstability. This is what im feeling now.

I never ever will do this anymore. Knowing that its completely wrong, yet i did it. Thinking that i'll get the so call satisfaction that i wanted. Fml. Fuck you jasmine. You are filthy. Mentally. Absolutely. Just fuck off, don't ever appear.

And i'm sorry hon.

Saturday, February 27, 2010 , 12:23:00 AM

⇨11 days back to you

so happy! met up with the lovely girls today (:


11 days more, its less than 2 weeks (: i love you baby.